I am surrounded by maya. What you see is not real, those who know will not tell.
What is real then? Whatever reality that you believe in. I make my own elixir and I drink my own elixir.
Therefore I am a self-sustaining Hedonist Hermit, completely detached from the outsude world except for the internet.
That is my looking glass. Beyond that, I am pretty much a Warrior Walks Alone. I am off the grid.
Nothing matters to me anymore. I rather be alone.
I decided that the best model is still the Blog; me. myself and I. No worries whatsoever.
So many snale oil salesman out there.
I am better off alone.
All I need is a good fuck. Either that or I watch porn. Whatever it is, time has come for me to settle down.
I better be careful. There are plenty of distractions out there. There is nothing worthwhile to pursue. Either people go for expensive food or they go for more things.
It is my job to rise above the illusions and aim for the inevitable.
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Where am I going to park the story of my journey to Sidratul Muntaha? None other than within CCC.
The Blog is the witness.
This is good. I am freeflowing again.
The purpose of the Blog is for me to reflect. It is nonjudgmental.
Other than that there is nothing.
I am simply marking time.
Sufficient that I ramble here. The AIs are really a nice distraction.
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What is more important is for me to fight inertia.
Other than that, everything is just a cloud in the coffee.
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