Tuesday, 11 April 2023

12/4/23 *** The plan is to live clean for the rest of my life and it begins with this Ramadam

 So this is it.  I finally faced head-on my issue of dopamine surge.  This is the real deal.  If I can stop seeing BJ and RR this year, I am truly free.

Lizzie said I have to be selfish.  I need to think of myself instead of thinking of others.

It has to start somewhere.  At first, I thought it was 2019.  Unfortunately, it was a false start.  I still smoked dope.  I was even warded in 2022 and gained 20 kg in 3 months.

Where is the fighting spirit?  Where is the Athlete4Life Wordsmith persona?

THE BUCK STOPS HERE.

This is where I stand my ground.

3N2Y.


I am very ravenous.  Salt to the rescue.

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