>>>#15/4/23 It is indeed true that Absolute Power is subtle

 Last night was the Night of Power.  I made the right decision with cigarettes and dope.  To be specific, I made the right decision with RR and BJ,  This is my final goodbye to the turbulent past.

Why did I say Absolute [] (Power) is subtle?  Well, today I bought Lizzie and myself Tupperware for RM80.  My water bottle is 75% off.  It was selling for RM25.  Imagine, 75% off.  

Today is also the day Lizzie was preparing for Nasi Tomato.  Lo and behold, our good neighbor gave us Nasi Tomato.  She only managed to cook the rice, not the chicken when the neighbor knocked.

Finally, Princess found a 2 inches long screw at the front gate.  Out of the blue.  It could mean nothing but I took it as a sign that I am ONE.

I don't want to sound like I am some kind of midwife with corny tales, but I do believe that a miracle is an ordinary event that is extraordinary.

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I was looking for meaning when I break away from BJ and RR.  I guess I found it.  I stand [stand] alone.

I can'[s] (can't) go on training for the hill run while I go back and forth between dope and cigarettes.  This is too much.  I suppose to quit in 2019.  Unless I cut my li[k]e line, I will still be a smoker.

Thus, 2023 is the year[s] I CUT, CUT, CUT until I can stand on my own.  Nobody else has the Vision to run a 21 km Hill Run.

In addition, I don't feel attached to religious matters anymore.  Not after I witnessed the hypocrisies of my Muslim friends and associates.

So, this is not the first time the Creator passed [] (judgment) on humanity, according to the movie, Noah.  I watch this last night.  Another sign in my book.

Well, if you put it that way, all to serve as Ashigaru for 17 years.  

I will definitely become an Ashigaru.

Forget about indulgence.  There will be an indulgence tax.  We call it cancer, diabetes, and obesity.

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I have to turn a new leaf.  If not I can't run far and fast.

Depression is something I have to deal with.

I have to run.

I have to run if I want to live to be 120 years old.

Otherwise, FUD keeps catching up with me.

Yes, let the fuel be in the full tank even if we will only use 65%.

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