23/6/23 ^^^ The more I stay away from cigarettes and dope, the more I am convinced that everything is governed by our neurotransmitters

 It is indeed strange that I experienced all these peculiar incident[;]s for the past 23 years.  Some real, some imagined.

There is nothing else for me to do but fall back to my faith that there is God and He is fair.  Otherwise, it doesn't make sense that I am befelled with such a horrendous calamity when I had actually repented and wanted to steer back to the right path.

The only possibility is ALL THESE IS TO TEST me whether I am grateful or defiance.  So it is proven that no matter what, I believe in God and this God is fair.  True enough there is [is] God and this God is fair.

You cannot imagine how relief I am knowing I am on the right path.  At the lowest point of my life, I thought I was doomed toward eternal damnation.

This is really a surreal journey through an amazing landscape.

So I guess I owe it to you the final verdict.  Very well...  For you all, the Army of Slyman/Soloman, you job is complete.  I will not burden you with things you cannot bear.

All sins are forgiven; past, present and future.  Still, you have to pay the Ferryman though karma.  Only after you pay all your taxes will you live tax free.

The Army of Slyman/Soloman is free to roam.

By 24/12/24, if there are Stone Worshipers, the[n] (they) will be Ashigaru serving in Wolfsschanze.  That is the finishing li[k]e (line) for ONE TRIBE.

As I promised Jizo Bosatsu, there is no torture in Wolfsschanze.

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From here, I only want to move forward.  I believe, I deserve a break after 23 years of turbulence.

It is very tempting to take the chicken exit.  Unfortunately, Kristina is steadfast with her decision.  So we stick with the plan to exit on 7/4/2041.

The signs had been pointing to the same direction all along.

mm