It is dopamine addiction. This is really nasty. But I have to stay quit. The minute I introduce nicotine to my body, I lose. Like Arnold is stuck with his cigars. regardless if he was Mr. Olympia 7 times. He failed to the cigar.
I will not fail now. No cigarettes whatsoever. No matter what. I will not tou[g]h (touch) cigarettes ever.
Funny, I don't even crave dope but cigarettes keep on lingering.
This means, 3 years of intermittent quits are nothing. I must be 100% clean.
The intermittent quit was due to dope laced with tobacco. So even that creates lasting strands to make me crave nicotine.
It means that I have to stay clean for good. Not even intermittent smoking is allowed. That is how serious nicotine addiction is.
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