Here I am, unable to do anything with my state, talking about doing something with the rest of the world.
So I just talk about myself and nothing else.
The Reign of the Dark Depression is on.
I just don't know what to do. A quick relief will be a stick of cigarette. I know that doesn't cure my dopamine void. Fight the dark depression no matter what.
So this one month without a cigarette is really a test. Even if it means I smoked a pack within a space of six months.
Man, this is really crazy. All it took was a pack. Then the dark depression lingers for one month.
I have to fight this. Sugar is a mild alternative. In a small dose, it is a mood enhancer.
Let's ramble with Susan...
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