Aaah... Jazz is the way of life. All of a sudden, I feel so relaxed. Nothing can go wrong. This is life. The life at the top. Where I can ramble without any concern at all. Just me and the life forward.
And so I ramble like the Ancient Mariner in Iron Maiden's song. Sure, I can still earn, but the bottom line is I just want to cruise. Talking cock and singing songs. Joining the ranks of the insane.
It turned out to be that the remedy for Dark Depression is jazz.
No money no worry. I am already complete. This means the Ibnu Sina eyewear is my last purchase ever on Shoppe.
I am going back to the time I don't need glasses. I am going to the time when I am not tied down to cash.
No money no worry. CCC is complete. Everything else is complete. That means I only need to change my running shoes once every 3 years.
No other need for money.
So it could be that I end my capitalist era with Ibnu Sina eyewear or an RM184.90 scam. I don't care. There is a reason for everything. If it is my rezki I accept. If it is a scam, I also accept. The choice is either I live my life looking through a fresh lens or heck, this is the harsh reality.
Let's throw a wager. Yay, everybody made it. Nay, this is the harsh reality, everybody will have to pay the ferryman.
I am so relaxed today. Basically, I am enjoying the company of my Universe Within. We are making plans among ourselves on how to live life with minimum cash.
At the same time, everybody in CCC is in the Good Place. They are talking about how to please me.
Today I basically emptied my wallet of cash. Not a single cent left. I lent my last RM13 to Lizzie and she lent me back RM47. So now I have RM50 in my wallet.
I'm tired. I want to sleep.
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