15/5/23 *** Life in Isolation

Fuck!  All that I wrote got deleted.  So the idea got rejected.  Fuck!!!  I thought of closing the border tonight.

Now there is a change of plan.  I will not be ENTIRELY in isolation.

I will SPARINGLY communicate to the outside world through Strategic Visibility and Stealthy Adaptability.

The departure date is now dependent on Kristina.  I had given my peace of mind (Fuck! As I wrote "peace of mind", Elton John simultaneously mentioned peace of mind in the song Beautiful in My Eyes).

So I take it that this is the FIFTH confirmation on the departure date.

Man, I really hope what I envisioned for the past 5 years will become a reality for the next 18 years.  There is nothing as certain as this anymore.  Five confirmations, my goodness.

OK, Kristina is the final arbiter.

I am glad I have an Executive Queen.  Now I know I move with certainty.

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