4/5/23 ### No sugar for two weeks

 I am going to fight this depression no matter what.

• No Cigarettes
• No 3-in-1 Coffee
• No Nasi Lemak
• Yes AHAD
• Yes OMAD  

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Weird stories,

I guess, the weirdest thing was the smell of carcass in the middle of the night after I came across the Whisperer during the day before.  Even that was weird because a macaque was chattering away about her location.

Now for the past few days, I smell cigarettes while I was in CCC.  That is even weirder now that I found out that ultimately the Devil is Surya and Associates.

So Surya is the head honcho.

This battle with cigarettes is my 2nd ultimate battle.  It was a 44 years battle.  Beyond that is my battle with sugar.

Looks like the battle of a lifetime is the battle with insulin and dopamine.

I will not give in.

 What do I care?  Naga Kramat is already on the pedestal of God Without Religion.

I think I simply do what I like.  I walk for a month at the Mall.  Every day...  Then I run.

I need to quiet my brain from thinking about cigarettes and sugar.

Nobody is going to say anything should I succeed or failed.  I am a freeman.

I can do whatever I like.

My objective is to be happy again.  To be that I have [] (to) win over cigarettes and sugar.  I have until 31/12/23 to settle the 44 years score.

By 25/12/24 I will stake my claim on Bukit Kiara.  I have to do it.  Beginning with sleeping at 10:00 pm and doing the Mall Walk until June.

The no-sugar starts tonight.

No more breakfast.  I start with 2MAD and eventually move to OMAD.

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