31/3/23 ### I can say that between the dopamine surge is my revelation

 Maybe there is a truth that bipolar is actually a spiritual awakening.

I don't know much about that.  What I do know is I OBEY and OBEY 7:7.

The rest is like putting pieces of jigsaw puzzle together.

Maybe we have a crazy component in each of us.  The difference between me and the other misfits is we are not afraid to show our crazy sides.

So what if I am crazy?  I simply OBEY and OBEY 7:7.

As long as I obey, I move to the next level.  I kept on moving all this while until finally, I reached the last door.

Yes indeed, with the various shortcomings, I passed the test.

This is a real test for me.  Of all the challenges, I was given the challenge of mental illness.  I still made it despite the mental challenge because I OBEY and OBEY 7:7.

What is the lesson then?  To be the Creator's Most Loyal Soldier, I have to OBEY and OBEY 7:7 even if I am plagued with the most insidious illness ever; mental illness.

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