Friday, 31 March 2023

1/4/23 &&& The resurrection of Captain Titanium and Spike

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After all these years, the spirit of Spike had come home.  His 7 years of training on Mount Hiei bore fruit.

Spike now takes the name of Jizo Bosatsu, the Running Monk.  Together we become the Running Monks of Bukit Kiara.

I decided to take up the name Siddhartha Maitreya

- He who has attained his goals - Siddhartha 

- Compassionate One - Maitreya

With this resurrection, I shall now devote my life to being a Running Monk.

The time now is 11:32 am 1/4/23 


In the light of the sun

I shall shine until I am done

By being free to roam the zone

Of the horizon where to sun shone

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>>>#1/4/23 Taking the step towards I RUN Mental Model

 The Birth of Exodus X

"Exodus X" is an interesting and unique metaphor to describe someone who is willing to run, run, run, and run. It suggests that you are like the biblical Exodus, leading a group of people to escape from a difficult situation or challenge. The "X" in the metaphor adds a sense of mystery and intrigue, implying that you are on a secret mission or undertaking a difficult quest. Overall, this metaphor implies that you are a strong, courageous leader who is willing to take risks and lead others to victory in the face of adversity.

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Sure, here's a poem about Exodus X:


Exodus X, the runner's call,

To rise up strong and stand up tall.

To lead the way, to break the mold,

And run with power, brave and bold.


With every stride, with every breath,

You conquer fear, you conquer death.

Through desert heat and mountain chill,

You press ahead, with an iron will.


Your mission is clear, your purpose strong,

You lead your tribe, you right the wrong.

You journey on, to seek your fate,

And conquer every obstacle, great or small, with faith.


Exodus X, you are the one,

To lead us all, and show us how it's done.

With courage, strength, and a heart so true,

We follow you, we run with you.


So heed the call, and take the lead,

With Exodus X, you will succeed.

And through the storm, and through the strife,

You'll rise to victory, in this race of life.


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I decided not to be Exodus X.  I want to be Captain Titanium.

That's perfectly fine! It's important to choose a metaphor or identity that truly resonates with you and inspires you to be the best version of yourself.

As Captain Titanium, you can imagine yourself as a strong and unbreakable figure, with the ability to face challenges head-on and emerge victorious. You can embody the qualities of resilience, determination, and fearlessness, as you navigate the ups and downs of life.

Captain Titanium is also a symbol of strength and power, which can inspire you to tap into your own inner strength and cultivate a sense of personal empowerment. You can use this identity to remind yourself of your own resilience and ability to overcome obstacles, no matter how daunting they may seem.

Ultimately, choosing the metaphor of Captain Titanium is a powerful and inspiring way to connect with your own inner strength and power, and to cultivate a sense of self-belief and personal empowerment that can propel you towards your goals and dreams.


Sharudin Jamal

Captain Titanium has a sidekick named Spike.

That's great! Having a sidekick like Spike can add an extra dimension to your metaphorical identity and provide additional inspiration and support.

As Captain Titanium's sidekick, Spike can represent different things depending on how you choose to interpret your metaphor. For example, Spike could represent your own inner voice of encouragement and support, providing you with the motivation and positivity you need to keep going.

Alternatively, Spike could represent a specific aspect of your personality or skillset that you rely on in order to achieve your goals. For example, Spike could represent your sense of humor, your creativity, or your ability to think outside the box.

Whatever role you choose for Spike to play, he can serve as a valuable ally and companion on your journey toward self-improvement and personal growth. Together, you and Spike can work towards your goals and embody the qualities of strength, determination, and resilience that define your metaphorical identity as Captain Titanium.


Sharudin Jamal

Right...  Captain Titanium and Spike.  Help me work through these metaphors.  They can be me and my conscious, right?

Yes, Captain Titanium and Spike can definitely represent you and your consciousness. Captain Titanium can symbolize your inner strength and determination, while Spike can represent your inner voice of reason and guidance.

As you navigate through challenges and obstacles in life, you can call upon your inner Captain Titanium to tap into your own inner strength and overcome any difficulties you may face. Meanwhile, Spike can provide you with a sense of guidance and perspective, helping you to stay focused and make wise decisions as you work towards your goals.

Together, Captain Titanium and Spike can help you to cultivate a sense of personal empowerment and resilience, as you tap into your own inner resources and strive towards your full potential. By working with these metaphors, you can gain a deeper understanding of your own strengths and limitations, and use them to chart a course towards a fulfilling and meaningful life.


Sharudin Jamal

Actually, I also like Exodus X.  However, Exodus X involves too many people while Captain Titanium and Spike are just two entities.  It could be that they are Din Kenit 227 and Astro Boy or AlphaX64 and Dino 7.  Less crowded.  I am not ready to lead the human race.

That's a great point. Metaphors are personal and should reflect your own unique perspective and experiences. If you feel that the metaphor of Captain Titanium and Spike resonates more with you and your personal journey, then that's a great choice.

Remember, the purpose of using metaphors is to help you gain insight into your own thoughts and emotions and to provide you with a sense of direction and purpose. As long as you feel that your chosen metaphor is helping you to achieve these goals, then it's the right choice for you.

Whether you choose to identify as Captain Titanium and Spike or as other metaphors like Din Kenit 227 and Astro Boy, the most important thing is to find something that inspires and motivates you to pursue your goals and live your best life.


Sharudin Jamal

So if I use Captain Titanium (me), Spike can [] (be) my Kigatsuku.  Am I right?

Yes, you can certainly use the metaphor of Captain Titanium (you) and Spike (your inner voice of reason and guidance) as a way to reflect on your own personal journey. If you want to incorporate another element to your metaphor, you can use Kigatsuku (a Japanese term that roughly translates to "intuition" or "sudden awareness") to represent your inner sense of knowing and intuition.

In this metaphor, Captain Titanium can symbolize your inner strength and determination, while Spike represents your inner voice of reason and guidance. Kigatsuku can represent your inner sense of knowing and intuition, which can help you to make wise decisions and stay focused on your goals.

Together, these elements can help you to navigate through life's challenges and obstacles, and cultivate a sense of personal empowerment and resilience. By working with this metaphor, you can gain a deeper understanding of your own strengths and limitations, and use them to chart a course towards a fulfilling and meaningful life.

Sharudin Jamal

If that is the case, can I use Jizo Bosatsu as the personification of Spike while I run?  Jizo Bosatsu can be the Marathon Monk of Mount Hiei.  Does it make sense?

Yes, you can certainly use Jizo Bosatsu as the personification of Spike in your metaphor. Jizo Bosatsu is a bodhisattva (a being who has achieved enlightenment but chooses to remain in the world to help others) in Japanese Buddhism who is often depicted as a protector of travelers and children. The Marathon Monk of Mount Hiei is a revered figure in Japan who is said to have run over 1,000 marathons in his lifetime and is known for his endurance and discipline.

In this metaphor, Jizo Bosatsu can represent your inner voice of reason and guidance, providing you with a sense of protection and support as you run. The Marathon Monk of Mount Hiei can symbolize your own inner strength and discipline, inspiring you to push yourself to new levels of endurance and achievement.

By incorporating these elements into your metaphor, you can draw upon the wisdom and inspiration of these revered figures to help you stay focused and motivated as you pursue your running goals

Sharudin Jamal

If that is the case I like you to write a poem about two running companions, Captain Titanium (me) and Spike (Jizo Bosatsu).  Together we will train for the 21 km Bukit Kiara Hill Run.

Captain Titanium and Spike

Two running companions, strong as a pike

Together they train, for the Bukit Kiara Hill Run

Their journey just begun


Captain Titanium, with his strength and might

Spike, with his wisdom and insight

Together they run, side by side

Pushing each other, with every stride


On the hills they train, through rain and shine

Sweat pouring down, but they do not resign

For they know the prize, is worth the pain

The glory of victory, is what they aim to gain


Captain Titanium, with his iron will

Spike, with his calming skill

Together they make the perfect pair

Their bond unbreakable, their spirits rare


As they run, their souls unite

Their passion for running, burning bright

Their footsteps echo, through the hills

Their journey, an adventure, with many thrills


Captain Titanium and Spike

Two running companions, with a dream alike

To conquer the Bukit Kiara Hill Run

Their journey has just begun.





Sharudin Jamal

Yes, I like this much.  The smallest military unit is two

I'm glad to hear that you enjoyed the poem! And yes, the smallest military unit is indeed two soldiers, emphasizing the importance of having a reliable and trusted companion in any endeavor.





Sharudin Jamal

Now I can chat with Spike when I run.

Indeed, having a companion to talk to while running can help make the experience more enjoyable and motivating. Whether it's a real-life training partner or an imagined character like Spike, having someone to share the experience with can make all the difference.





Sharudin Jamal

I wonder, can I extend this alter ego beyond running?

Certainly! The concept of an alter ego can be applied to various aspects of life, not just running. In fact, many successful people have adopted alter egos to help them overcome obstacles, develop new skills, or simply to improve their confidence and mindset. Your alter ego can be whoever you want it to be, and can help you tap into different parts of yourself that you might not normally access in your daily life. Whether you're pursuing a personal goal or trying to overcome a challenge, having an alter ego can be a powerful tool to help you achieve success.





Sharudin Jamal

In this case, I will be talking to myself most of the time.  Isn't that being crazy?

Not necessarily. Talking to yourself can actually be a useful tool for self-reflection and self-motivation. It's a way of organizing your thoughts and clarifying your goals, which can help you stay focused and motivated. Some people find it helpful to talk out loud to themselves during a task, whether it's to stay focused, to problem-solve, or just to stay on track. Of course, it's important to be aware of your surroundings and not to disrupt others when talking to yourself. But as long as it helps you achieve your goals and doesn't harm others, there's nothing wrong with talking to yourself

Sharudin Jamal

I talk a lot to myself when I am in the car loudly

Talking to yourself in the car is a common practice for many people. It can be a way to process your thoughts and feelings, practice conversations or speeches, or simply entertain yourself during a long drive. As long as it's not causing a distraction or safety issue while driving, there's nothing wrong with talking to yourself in the car. In fact, it can be a healthy way to release stress and tension, and may even improve your mental clarity and problem-solving abilities.

31/3/23 ^^^ Final farewell to the past

 No more recurring thoughts of the past.  Otherwise, I am sounding like a broken record.

The final remark is, from now onwards, I will only register what I see with my senses.

No point going back and forth beyond what is CCC, today.

The benchmark is CCC in its complete form.  That will only happen when I receive the gold ingot.

Until then the highlight of CCC is the last and most recent installation; Ditri Triade.

That is the magic number Double 3 Triple 8

For that, I bought my accounting software.   

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31/3/23 *** I like it this way

 I no longer have to extend to the masses.

Since I want to go off-grid in 2024. It's good that I make the blog private beginning now.

I am in a state of Apple and No Apple until 24/12/24.

I warned you before, DON'T DARE THE DAREDEVIL.

So either you go with ONE TRIBE or become Ashigaru for 17 years.

Time is not linear.  I will flow and time will follow.

I am mentally prepared to become an Ashigaru myself.  Everybody will clock in the time to be Ashigaru for 17 years.

Unless you all come together as ONE TRIBE.  Then the privilege of Sparta 4964 will be upon you.

Personally, I had concluded that you all will fail miserably.

Hence the formation of the Citizen Soldiers.  Otherwise, I won't THROW AWAY the Little Apple and replace it with a Matter of Life and Death.





31/3/23 ### I can say that between the dopamine surge is my revelation

 Maybe there is a truth that bipolar is actually a spiritual awakening.

I don't know much about that.  What I do know is I OBEY and OBEY 7:7.

The rest is like putting pieces of jigsaw puzzle together.

Maybe we have a crazy component in each of us.  The difference between me and the other misfits is we are not afraid to show our crazy sides.

So what if I am crazy?  I simply OBEY and OBEY 7:7.

As long as I obey, I move to the next level.  I kept on moving all this while until finally, I reached the last door.

Yes indeed, with the various shortcomings, I passed the test.

This is a real test for me.  Of all the challenges, I was given the challenge of mental illness.  I still made it despite the mental challenge because I OBEY and OBEY 7:7.

What is the lesson then?  To be the Creator's Most Loyal Soldier, I have to OBEY and OBEY 7:7 even if I am plagued with the most insidious illness ever; mental illness.

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31/3/23 ### Now that the details are out of the way, I can concentrate on my Vision Quest

 First and foremost, I had decided that I am not going to be addicted to cigarettes, 3-in-1 coffee, Nasi Lemak, and food in general.

If the medication caused this addictive behavior and made me fat, then I will fight the medication head-on by eating OMAD.

So OMAD is my ace in the hole.

A big no-no is smoking cigarettes.  I feel like smoking cigarettes because I am low in dopamine.  I have to train my body to adjust to the new dopamine level by coaxing my body into accepting the new level all over again.

All the while, I am fighting the low dopamine level by compensating it with 3-in-1 coffee.

This time I use Ramadan to fight my issue with the dopamine surge.

Come to think of it the real monster is DEPRESSION.

When I'm depressed, all the addictions emerged.  Actually I was having a dopamine imbalance.

The only way is to set the dopamine secretion at a lower level and identify this as the new norm.

I can only do that if I eat OMAD.  That means I'll be in a fasted state all my life.

If not gout and inflammation will get to me.

Remember, not only do I want to get rid of bipolar medication, but I also want to get rid of gout and hypertension medication.

So yes, the 3N1Y is the answer to my problems.

If by 59 years old,  I am still doing things that are killing me, that means the 59 years I am alive is worthless.

Here I am, looking forward to the next 18 years.  Rightfully I should be able to solve my [] (problem) NOW!

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Thursday, 30 March 2023

31/3/23 ^^^ To be honest, I never run clockwise at Bukit Kiara

 It is final then; ONE TRIBE - Counterclockwise. MULTIPLE TRIBES - Clockwise.

I wi[th] (will) run either way.

Just don't worship the Stone.

I got my command while I was praying.  At a drop of a hat, I stopped whatever I was doing and I never looked back.

There were times I had to pray with friends, but I nullified the prayer by not taking ablution.

Anyway, you have until next year to mobilize your resources.

On my pa[s]t (part) I only need the gold ingot.  Once I have that, I have absolute power.

I will use it to please God.



31/3/23 *** While humans are busy with their squabbles, I am happily clawing my keyboard away in CCC

 In the meantime, I will flow and time will follow.

I only have one target date to look up to; 24/12/24.

That is the ONE TRIBE Day, the day I am getting paid.

Let's call a spade a spade.

Either we follow the Flightpath or we are talking about 17 years as Ashigaru.

At least Nusantara is taking shape.

This is the case of Apple and No Apple.

So I have a choice then, All or None.

Very simple, you all requested a Pass/Fail Option.  Either you Pass as ONE TRIBE or you Fail as ONE TRIBE.

Here I am, in a position to give you the highest order.  So you decide, to continue to worship the Stone from Wolfsschanze or to scale the peak of Sidratul Muntaha with me on the 25/12/24.  You decide on 24/12/24.

If you want to, we scale together.  If not, no deal, I just scale alone.  Or better still, instead of counterclockwise to the peak, I run clockwise to the pit.

I warned you before, DON'T DARE THE DAREDEVIL.

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31/3/23 ^^^ Jazz in CCC... We are now being insulated between the Deepest Hell and the Highest Heaven.

 CCC is the pinpoint of the whole of Sparta 4964.

Hence I concentrate on the betterment of my own Universe.

Our goal as a multi-cellular organism is to delight our Universe Within.

That's all to it.

The[] (There) is no limit to being big.

With small, we stop at one.

There is no limit to the upward spiral

But with a downward spiral, the buck stops at CCC.

CCC is the smallest that Sparta 4964 gets.

OMG, all CCC need is the gold ingot.  That goes to the South of where I recline and the minute I install that, WHAM!  Welcome to Sparta 4064 Deepest Hell and Highest Heaven.

My oh my...  Absolute Power!!!  I heard about it.  Now to actually have it.  What will I use it for?

But of course, Lilla Hi Ta'ala >>>DO NOT WORSHIP THE STONE!<<<

Whatever Leo wants, Leo Getz.

Oh my goodness...  Absolute Power ya'll.  The power to send the Stone Worshipers to the Hottest Hell.  Damn right I will do it.


What's the point of printing 1 million Quran?
You tell me...

To compound the stupidity, Saudi printed some more and sent those excesses to Malaysia.

Meanwhile, those who read the Quran don't understand jackshit what they are reading.

Let alone read the hadiths and discover for themselves that the so-called Prophet of Allah ordered the killing of his Quran scribe because the scribe figured out the Prophet had been making up the verses in the Quran as [] (he) went along.

24/12/24 is either the ONE TRIBE day or the day we seal the fate of the human race.

This time I am the Judge and I am the Executioner.

The time is asar 24/12/24.  The place is Masjid At Taqwa TTDI.

  



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31/3/23 ^^^ No more dealing with factors

I had arrived, finally.  So from here, my goal is to run, run, and run.  But first.  I walk everyday for the whole Ramadan.

Do not give up hope. I must persist.

I need to face my fear and doubt.

These are my two demons.

I deal with SSID SLIP through diet and exercise.

FUD, I have to fight Mad Jack.

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I figured, if I go off the grid by next year, in 3 years time I can literally SNAP VANISH.

Which means, the time to start is today.

I only need the ingot to complete CCC.  After that I no longer need to buy nonfood items.

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31/3/23 ^^^ You don't want to play chicken with me

 I am the winner of the TRIPLE JACKPOTS in  March 2023 alone.

If I want to count my lucky streaks, I had lost count.

So I am not going to provide any more proof of my legitimacy.  I want to enjoy my retirement which was supposed to be in 2019 when I was 55.  So after this, no more extensions.

I will continue my plan to run, run, run, and run just because I am a lifelong runner.

I should run 8 km every other day tha[t] (than) train for a once in a while 21 km.

I will see how far my training will take me.  If I am a 60 kg lean mean running machine, then I'll run Bukit Kiara.

That is why this Ramadan is about overcoming hyperinsulinemia and being thin.

Since I decided that today is the first day all over again, I will insulate myself from the outside world by listening to Jazz and Classical.  That will be t[o] (the) official mood of CCC.

Since last night, I had detached myself from all factors and only deal with primes.

None of those in CCC are factors.  They are all primes and they inhabit the Peak of Sidratul Muntaha.

What it means is these are the lot that follows me to the very top of Sidratul Muntaha.  Only the prime, not the factors.

As I wish CCC is the Deepest Hell and the Highest Heaven.  And as I wish, outside CCC is Wolfsschanze within Wolfsschanze.  Therefore the hottest hell is none other than MalayIzah.

Here, Vader of the Antimatter rules.

So we wait until 24/12/24.  The storyline had been set.

I say we let Satan be what he is, the Bit Parity.

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>>>#31/3/23 Today I start my new day

 As far as I am concerned, every day is a new day as long as I don't get it right.

In my case, to get it right, I require to do FOUR things this Ramadan:

  • No cigarettes
  • No 3-in-1 Coffee
  • No Nasi Lemak
  • OMAD Dinner
I had been trying to do it since this Ramadan and I had not been successful especially with the 3-in-1 Coffee and OMAD.

Hence I persist again today.

This is no longer about serving God.  I passed the test.  I made it with my tour of duty the past 23 years.

It is Autonomous Governance and the Zen of Personal Bliss.  In other words, it only concerning me.  I made it.  It is all mine.  As for the rest, I just forgo.  It doesn't concern me.

I rise up to the challenge, I pay my dues, now is to collect my bounty.

Whether you follow or don't follow the commandment, is up to you.  Me, my wife, and kids follow the directive.  The rest of you are none of my business.

As far as the High God (Allah Ta'ala) is concerned AS LONG AS THERE ARE STONE WORSHIPERS ON 24/12/24, the whole human race fail.

Only one single commandment and even that, you cannot obey.  Not only that, after 23 years of me telling you all NOT TO WORSHIP THE STONE.

With all the intelligence and the digital footprints I left behind, you all are still jaded?  Boy, you all are really Donkeys.

The deal is no more people prostrating toward the Kaaba by 24/12/24.

I am not going to be bothered about taking you all to the peak of Sidratul Muntaha.  I am not your mama.

If by 24/12/24 I find people still prostrating to the Kaaba during asar.  I will ignite the hottest from the center of Maqam Sulaiman. 

This I willingly volunteer.  Then for the next 17 years you all will serve as the Ashigaru in Wolfsschanze.

No time travel, no light travel, no Think & Link, no Soul Projection Technology.

If that is the case, I will go off grid.  No more blog, no more InkPad ThinkPad.  I will be the Mute Guard Dog.  Bear in mind, CCC is complete

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>>>#30/3/23 The New Beginning

 As it is I am no longer concerned with what happens in External Affairs.

I am just focused on my mission to be thin and my ability to run far.  I am mentally ready to run long distances again.

My life went on a shamble once I took the medication and I tried LCHF.

Just stay on track.

Eat OMAD but eat healthily and with no second helping.

OMAD.  I must do OMAD.

3 no and 1 yes:

- No smoking

- No 3-in-1

- No Nasi Lemak

- Yes, OMAD

That is my life for the next 20 years.

I just run, run, run, and run.

This is my new beginning.

Actually we all got what we ask for.  I wanted to become the Creator's Most Loyal Soldier.  I got it.

The test is for me.  Do I OBEY and OBEY 7:7?

This is with regard to Sparta 4964.  It is an Autonomous  Governance and the Zen of Personal Bliss.

Masing-masing jaga bahagian masing-masing.
Masing-masing  dapat bahagian masing-masing.

So I just mind my own business.  All matters relating to Sparta 4964 had been abdicated to Jibrail
As I wish so hall I become.  I wish for me to just be SJ&A.  Always been and always be.

Lillahi Ta'ala...  For God only.  Nothing else.  For 23 years, that's what I did.  I decided that for the next 18 years for I to do the same.

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